Story: My Lovely Guy
(Part-4)
Written by: Amrita Mohanty
Another new
session at school and again the same coincidence, they got allotted to the same
section.
Till now she
had already lost her hope of getting anything good in life again. This time he
acted as if there was nothing and not a single thing had happened in between
them. So she decided to step away from him. She had already been hurt as hell
due to which she decided not to even look at him anymore. He had not cared
about her either. She was so hurt that she was feeling as if everything was
gone and it was the end of her so lively life.
Moments,
days and even months passed by and they had nothing going on in between them,
not even a tint of friendship nor there was any place for revenge in her mind.
After this
very long time she could see where she was and how badly she had been treated.
In between he rarely texted with hi’s and what’s up but there was not a single
emotion of his linked up to it.
She had her
worst days. She had few uncertain moments. She was sick, she was hurt and
moreover at this moment of her life she was hurt both physically and
emotionally. A few cared and showed some humanly nature to her and even asked
her how she was. She was into a great accident in which she was badly hurt. In
such a critical moment too she didn’t notice a single ouch for it on his face
while very few of friends of her supported her a lot during these days.
This was her
life’s worst feeling that she experienced. Even after all this she thanked him
for making her learn such a big lesson about love and life, for making her
strong and even prepared her for future.
She was a
‘new her’ now after all these happenings. He never liked the new her she was
evolved into. There was one thing that he should have known before hating the
new her and saying that she has changed, it was the reason why she became like
this. It was all because of him due to whom she was the new updated version of
herself which he never actually liked in reality and even confronted her saying
the same. He hated her sarcasm which he never knew was a way out of all her
pain and he hated mostly all of this new her.
Later as
well, he realized maybe a flick that made him say it but she was more than
happy after listening to his words that he said to her in the end.
One fine day
he asked her to be back in her life and even said sorry for it. She believed it
the moment he uttered that he was feeling the guilt for all that he did and as
a result was very very sorry for his behavior. She said it’s OK!! But she
totally refused him to go back to the same stuck life where she did for more
than a year stuck with pain and hurt.
He pleaded a
lot but who knew he was really sorry or just was acting like that with no realization. She believed everything that he said and never ever had any regret
for it.
She said one
last thing to end it all. The moment she said that, it was so unexpected for
him as he expected her to accept him back again as she always did even after
knowing all the truth. All that she said in return of his sorry was that, ‘I
will be there for you every time you need me, not as your girl but as your
friend which I am according to everyone else as portrayed by you.’
In the end
all his pleadings had no effect and she stood firm at her decision. Finally he
gave a reaction which showed she was right in her stand as he was the only
reason for all that happened to her.
All that she
heard for the last time from him were his words for her. He had a little chit
for her which she opened immediately the moment she received it from him. All
that the chit said was: I’m sorry. You are so good. You care a lot. I thought
you were bad and just like any other person, but you are so nice. I was
mistaken of who you really are.
It’s all
that was needed for her to make her realize and have no regrets for all that
happened. It isn’t the best happy ending story ...but it is what it is ....
It’s very
different from all the usual things.... it’s said that the way there are two
sides of a coin, the same way there are two sides of a love story too but I bet
this teenage love couldn’t get more definable in any other way to be portrayed.
She loved...she loves and she will love...but for a single guy whom she admired
to be her perfect lovely guy with whom her life turned upside down... she won’t
forget the meaning of love ...neither she will let hate occupy any space for
someone with whom this nerdy girl was introduced to the world of love.
[Moments are
all that makes our life full of memories but to be frank all the love stories
are not meant to be right and perfect. Love is to live but true love is rare in
today’s world. That’s all about the story “My Lovely Guy”... don’t be upset if
you think your life is messed up .... people live with more harsh situations.
Just live in the present...live in the moment and love yourself. It can work
miracles and can make you your own hero.]
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