Nobody knows the pain in someone's heart. When you are tortured and you don't even know or can't even imagine what you have been through. The heart of the teenagers dies every single moment when
they pass through these torture and pain. They show to be all right and happy but that's only from
outside. The torture and the pain is hidden from others. They don't cry out loud cuz they want to show themselves as the strong ones and are still able to fight.
All I can say about it is that....it hurts... It makes teens go crazy. They aren't able to take it anymore. It can make them feel unconscious from inside. All they can do is nothing. All the pain, all the torture are ignored by everyone including their parents. It's the fight between the present life and the past. People say move on but you simply can't. The intensity of harrasment is doubled when nobody is there to understand or care. Momz are there who does not know the partial facts and Fathers are there who are fully unknown about it. No one can even imagine the pain or the psychotic stage that the soul passes through. It's so humiliating to live at a place where the people who have tourtoured you stay gazing at you every moment.
Being a teen that too a girl of our country all we can do is nothing. Its not even allowed to live a life with normal independent freedom as a citizen. The ultimate devine soul feels like dead without a voise to raise from inner conscience but only crying to get her independent life. Everybody notices the shout, irritated behaviour and the psychopath nature of the soul but nobody is interested to know the reason of it. This teenage soul is not bad but it decides to stay quiet because it may wish to keep evey relation intact as it knew by saying all that happened either will prove her wrong or will result in the parting of her beloved ones.
Living in a place where you are tortured is like...living with a rapist and trying to be nice and ok around that person. Nobody can resist such a torture. The soul is not sensitive but it has taken a lot of pain even more than the limit. Staying around the one who tortured you is so sick feeling. It's unbelievable and out of the world type of imagination's extent. That person can be termed as the evil soul who behaves as an innocent lamb but hurts like a devil/Satan. The little teen's aoul was pure, un aware of the loss that the evil soul has caused. Maybe the purity of the soul didn't let her think anything wrong. Maybe it was impure by then and was afraid to say about that fact to anyone. It believed people won't agree and won't accept it as the truth, as the girl is to be blamed every time as per the terms/ norms of the society.
Everybody sees the jolly mood, the good and happy side but nobody acepts the torture the soul has
been through. That evil soul has caused uncountable harm. It has given unforgettable and scary
nightmares with lots and lots of pain. The sleepless nights, wet cheeks and tear soaked pillows is what the tortured soul hides from the world. At a very young age knowing about the cruel side of the world is strange and unexpected but still the soul in pain can't describe it to anyone. Those things that the teen soul has been through even the best momz can't understand. All that the soul wants is to be away from the place and the devil where and by whom it has been hurt, pained and tortured in every way. It's unbearable and indescriptable. Hell is not located anywhere else rather its the place where you live dying every single moment.
The teen soul has already been through it. It's the place where it has to survive as its residing there. It's worse than imagining of a place where you get stuck with the drug addicts who can cause anything or any type of harm to you as you are not one of them. The pain is not only in mind it's burried deep down in the heart. The teen soul has been tortured brutally trying to steal away her respect in her own eyes. It's not that the teen soul does not know how the world works, it knows even better than others after being through all these rough and tough days of scorching and beating heat. It's not only being with the devil at the same place where you are tortured but its all about living in a place where you remember all that had happened frequently every moment. Nobody else than the teen soul can quantify or realise the pain burried inside its heart. It's incurable. The soul repeats saying its incurable.
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