This is the truth

Written by- Amrita Mohanty

I know that you care..
But I have a fair share...
I know what u feel...
But u should know I'm hollow inside and a have a different zeal...
I know I trust easily...
N I know I have been hurt...
I know I have been used..
But again I promise I won't let it start...
U know what you did...
It was a shame...
For you still saying about your deep love..
But I don't feel the same ...
I didn't belittle your love...
I didn't ever have enough...
I strive to fly high...
And your love always tied me up...
Maybe that's why I'm screwed up...
But believe me...
I would never wish to hurt you this much...
I'm sorry I couldn't be how you wished me to be...
But I'm not sorry of whoever I was or whatever I did...
It bags to you...
Crude was the feeling gifted by you...
I couldn't completely say it wasn't true...
But I could obviously say it wasn't unconditional too...
Now all I can say is get over it, even if its hard...
As memories are the best thing that alone we can have...
No one can destroy it..
No one can tamper...
And nobody has any say in it..
as there is nothing to hamper..
They sweep us off by our feet...
Put that smile and raise the heartbeat...
Hope you understand it...
Don't expect..Don't think much...
Don't hurt yourself... Don't beat up..
Remember the famous line...
Whatever happen ...
Get up, get ready and show up...
You never cared less I know...
But may be its not meant to be so...
Don't pry over things...
And stop bringing it up...
It would be better if u just realise for now its enough...
Nothing left to prove...nothing left to say..
What has happened has happened and it will stay
And always remember for people its just never enough...
So stop thinking much...
and strive to attain the hope ...
For this is the beginning to a life that was hidden and came out as a revoke..